Sloopy Vs Neat

So let me start by saying that article really blew my mind , i really could never agree with her , i consider myself to be a neat person especially now that im here at MGSU. I Mean the rooms are what 10 to 15 feet , by the time you drop two shirts on the floor your room looks a mess , but thats besides the point .

In the article it said neat people tend to be mean and lazy , i am not either of the two im actually very friendly as most of you know , and as far as being lazy im a bit of a homebody when im here but back in albany im always on the go

The Worst Of MGSU

So let me tell you about the worst thing about living here at MGSU , as most of you know i stay in knights , which is a balance between the peace of Regents and the turn up of Gateway . For the most part im more then content with staying there until around 11:00 pm ....because at 11:00 it seems like all the loud kids from gateway decide that they need to stand in the middle of the road and on the courtyard of knights and yell to one another like they are only 3 feet apart. Not to mention the devil jumps into the girl who stays above me causing her to do things like move her furniture , stomp all over the place ,open and close her drawers ,and cut on the  CAR yes i said CAR speakers which causes my walls to shake . Living here isnt all that bad but that works my last nerves.

Clumsy Queen

As i have explained before i am a proud pageant girl ,i have trophy cases full of crowns , banners , trophies , and plaques for winning , participating , and placing in different pageants. If you google my name a few of my pageant awards will pop up .

So here's a funny story i was running for harvest teen (a pageant  at my church and no my parents weren't the judges , the people who judged knew nothing about me or who i was) , and it was the day of my pageant , i was having a crazy experience with my dress not beginning on time , thank god the lady who always tailor my dress from Camille La Vie , Sierra drove down to Albany and brought me the dress that i wanted already tailored , but somehow Sierra tailored my dress to fit someone who is 5'7 and i am barely 5'1 , it didn't look to bad i had 4 inch heels so i made it work ,

I was doing my finale walk and i manages not to trip and here it was crowning moment ,  had made it to the top 5 and did a fantastic job on answering my question on women equality  , i was standing right there when they announced "The winner of Miss. Teen Harvest for her grace and poise and wisdom on all things that matter ...Hashondra James"

i was so excited i jumped up and tripped over the train of my dress and bust my nose , so much for grace and poise

Gay Marriage

This Topic Here Is Going To be a bit of a "tough cookie" , so before you read i hope that no one is offended or has "hurt feelings" after reading this post .

Let Me simply began by letting it be known that i am a Christian , most of you may know my dad is a pastor . But , that doesn't mean anything ! Its plenty of Public gays and lesbians who are in our congregation and have active roles in the church.

As i read this article the woman said "Marriage should only be between man and women"  , i understand where she is coming from but at the same time i know that it is wrong to deny someone their rights just because of their gender, race , or sexuality . Maybe they should call it something else other then "marriage" because marriage is suppose to be under God and sinning under his name is a bit of a slap in the face.

The bible says that God doesn't approve of gays relations but he also doesn't approve of  premarital sex , stealing ,cussing , lying ,cheating , so im just wondering what makes you more "worthy" of a place in heaven that your sin isn't as equal as being gay . We all have sinned and came short of his glory and on judgment we will all have to answer for the things in which we have done .

We only have one life So i believe that we are free to love as we please and make ourselves happy while we can , in my opinion a girl kissing a girl can't be the worst thing someone can do ,(and if your one of those people who believe that its okay for girls to be lesbians but boys can't be gay , i pray you gain common sense soon and very soon )...instead of judging someone we need to look in our mirror and figure out how to better ourselves .

And if you are one of those stickler for the rules type Christians i have a question , "How can you expect them to change if you don't treat them with the same love of God you received in your days of wrong ?"

because i am pretty sure that if we could see the secrets in your shadows , you would be laid out at the altar begging for mercy and  forgiveness as well .

Open Choice (The Hole In My Foot)

 A Sweet Sixteen Is Something That Ever Girl Looks Forward To , You Rent Out the Best Event Center , 

You Get All Dressed Up , You'll Have A Great Party and You'll Get A Car . These Are The Rituals For 

Sweet 16's Everywhere . But Not For Me ......

So It Was A One Week  Before My Sweet 16 , We Had Just Paid For The Center, Finalized The DJ , 

 

Booked A Cater and The Last Thing To Do Was To Go To The Photos Shoot For My Invitations. The 

Photographer , Micki, Had Set Up A Beautiful  Backdrop On The Side Of The Front Yard ....

I Was Walking Over To Take My Pictures and Suddenly Ouch ,I Stepped On Something ,All I Could See 

Was Blood Streaming Out Of My Foot As I Pulled A Bolt About the Size Of A Half Dollar Out Of It .

[Earlier In the Week My God Brother Knocked Down The Basketball Goal , Obviously We Didn't Pick Up 

All The Over Left Debris ]

So On My Birthday , I Was On Crutches , Couldn't Get My Car Because Of The Whole In My Foot and I 

Didn't Have A Good Time Because I Fell Asleep thanks To The Pills

And I Still Have A Small Scar To Show , For The Hole That Was In My Foot.